As for me who was the ideal person who the husband of the Senior worked seriously, and poured a family love, too strong sexual desire of oneself was troubled with what was not met in the husband one. Be the most unreasonable to betray a husband. I who sexual desire is strong, and am a severe masochist do not become full only by masturbation. It was the natural course that husband and I came to enjoy nature and the sex the outdoors because the working in the Home was in need of it because there was a son of marriageable age. However, one day our working has been witnessed by a son. I mistake the son of marriageable age that sex is forced a husband to outdoors by force, and will not do it….
